Are You Looking for Jesus? Part 5: Glimpses of the Inner World
Email Subject: : Beth, one with great power, gives up her powers and is set free.
This is coming from “J” the person whom Jesus is delivering from his satanic ritual abuse without any outside help. it is all just between “J” and Jesus. So amazing! This testimony has a surprise ending–surprising but glorious! Also you will see an excellent example of how to win a cult loyal part over to Jesus. This is the kind of tactic I have used many times during ministry. If Jesus doesn’t make himself known, the challenge will fail. But he always shows up and he always wins. The part will see how deceived he/she has been and will then choose to follow Jesus.
Testimony of Beth’s deliverance. “J” relates,
This time, the Lord called me to go with Him. He would give me whatever words I needed to say and lead me accordingly. So, I gladly obeyed, once again fully opening himself up to work in me and submitting myself in obedience to him. Soon, we were inside a room with a girl. Her hair was all disheveled, and she seemed off.
The Lord spoke words of power over her, encouraging her to come and be free, like he does with many parts. As I encouraged her to come as well, she looked at me with firey eyes. She was not coming without a fight. She declared that she was very powerful, and she didn’t believe she needed to be freed. As time went on, and as I felt the Lord completely providing me inspiration and words, I challenged her.
I challenged her that the power she had was of darkness. It was from the devil, who is the father of lies. When he lies, he speaks his native tongue. I recognized that she may have great power, but I challenged her that Jesus’ power was far greater. She didn’t believe me, so I challenged her to bear the full weight of her power against us. I knew Jesus would protect us, and that nothing she could do would harm us. I told her so.
[potential trigger warning for SRA victims. I believe she was a sorceress, so she did attack me and Jesus with powers of darkness. Feel free to skip this next paragraph if you are concerned about being triggered. Long story short: her attack didn’t harm us.]
She went nuts, darkness attacked us from all around as she cried out different things, tried to scratch us (as best as I could tell, I didn’t feel anything. Any scratches I saw on me healed almost instantly), and screamed with her might. She was very powerful in the ways of darkness. When her onslaught was finally done, and the darkness faded, she saw that Jesus and I stood firm, without a scratch or hurt on us from all she tried to do.
She was in shock. This had certainly never happened before. I told her again to see how much more powerful Jesus was than Satan. For Satan is the prince and power of the air, but Jesus is King. I explained many more things to her. It was very hard for her to believe that Jesus was better, but our demonstration certainly helped.
The more we explained, and the more we talked to her, she finally was coming to see that Jesus truly may be greater, and that she wanted his power instead of the devil’s. She asked that Jesus would show her his true nature. He gravely responded that to show his true nature would burn her away because there was sin in her, and his nature is too great. But, he agreed to show a taste. The whole room lit up with glory and light in a powerful way I’ve never seen before. She fell to the ground on her face, crying out. “Surely you are the Lord!” she cried.
This was enough. She knew that Jesus was more powerful than the devil, and she wanted him instead. She asked what she must do to be saved. First, Jesus shared, that she needed to give up all of her power that the devil had granted her, for it was great. She struggled very much to do this, but we reminded her how she got the power (through all kinds of forms of rituals). We showed her how the devil plays this wicked game of forcing his followers to perform all kinds of rituals to destroy them and make them do all kinds of wicked things. He delights in hurting is own and making them feel awful. Then, he gives his power as a reward. It’s all a cruel game.
Jesus, though, does not treat his people this way. He gives his power freely to them, calling them to obey and giving his power to them as they need. He does not force them to do all kinds of awful things. Instead, he calls them to do good things. I looked at her and drew her attention to her body and the state she was in. “Look at you,” I lovingly said. (For her hair was all disheveled, and she truly looked in quite a mess.) “Look at the state you’re in. This is what the devil’s done to you. The Lord doesn’t want this for you. He wants for you to feel beautiful, free, and alive.” She understood and screamed, letting all of her power go.
Then, it was time for her to repent of all of the rituals she had been a part of, further relinquishing everything she had gained from them. This was very hard for her as well, but the Lord helped her through it. In time, she had cast off them as well. Then, the Lord shared that it was time to break every vow and covenant she had made, for there were many. He helped her through it. Now, it was time for him to free her from all of the spirits and demons inside of her, for there were very many. It was still hard for her to give up her power, even in this way, but the Lord helped her.
As the demons left, she slowly became smaller and smaller, until I realized she was a little girl, no older than 6 years old. The Lord shared it was time for her to relinquish all of the items and tools she had been given by the devil. There were so many, books and all manner of magical items. She wasn’t as attached to them anymore and easily relinquished them to the Lord. He burned it up with his holy fire, and they were no more.
Now, the Lord gave her new clothes (I think he gave her a beautiful multi-colored dress). She is very thoughtful. The Lord says he’s going to give her a gift! Something new. I thought about it with her and wanted her to have a book she could read, which ended up being the Bible. She looked at the Lord, and while she liked the book, she asked if she could have another gift too. “Something I can play with!” She said haha. The Lord explained that the Bible was a gift I had wanted her to have, and he would gladly give her another gift too. He gave her a pogo-stick that she could hop on. She liked this very much. He explained that it would be very easy for her to use and get on and off of. She would never fall off of it and hurt herself. She liked this very much.
As we went to leave, a great host of demons, entities, and spirits etc. stood outside, meaning to bar our way. But Jesus would not be stopped. He cried out in great power, forcing them all to flee for their lives. They had no claim in her anymore. And so, we walked to the safe place. Jesus let me know she had so much she needed to heal from. As we walked, Beth asked a multitude of questions to the Lord. He kindly and lovingly responded, like a father when his child relentlessly asks why. And so, Beth is now free, and she is so glad she gave up the darkness to follow the one true Light.”
If you found this interesting, you might want to click on my podcast on this site. There you will hear me use the challenge with a cult-loyal part and lead her to Jesus in 18 minutes. Along the way many demons surface with growling, snarling and threats that Jesus and I dismiss immediately as the demons flee. It appears that the demons were trying to frighten me into not writing my book, Restoring Survivors of Satanic Ritual Abuse. (I wrongly took someone’s advice and took the word “satanic” out of the title, but it is the same book only updated.) I was told by someone from the publishing world that the word “satanic” would frighten readers away, but I know now just the opposite is true. Live and learn! or perhaps I should say, “Live and discern!”
Caution: The sounds of the demons snarling (sounds coming through the survivor’s mouth) may be frightening to some people, so please be cautious if you feel you might be triggered. Actually the demons are very frightened and are trying to scare me off, but it is just so much hot air!