Are You Looking for Jesus? Part 34: Glimpses of the Inner World

…and unto them that look for him shall he appear a second time…Heb 9:28

Again I want to thank “J” for his contributions to our website as Stoner and I work at his overcoming the left side paralysis of his body due to a series of strokes last February. Here is another one of his inspiring testimonies.

Background:

This morning, as I was finishing up my Bible study time with the Lord, I felt him convict me that he wants more of my testimonies posted. I’ve been struggling to hear the voice of the Lord as clearly for a time, so I haven’t been selecting articles to be posted. I am grateful that the Lord convicted me of this today and made it clear which one he wanted posted next.

I believe this is the next one he wants posted. It’s one of the earlier testimonies, taking place within the first two weeks. It was very special and healing having the Lord come and warn me of what was coming in me, and it was deeply encouraging how he prophesied of the coming light inside of me. I pray the Lord will speak to you through it and encourage you too, that his light and joy will come all the more in you too.

Testimony:

“Tonight, as I was brushing my teeth, I felt something come over me, but it was gentle. Suddenly, I could see inside; I was somewhere very dark. There was a large citadel/tower structure there. It was very dark and ominous. But, I wasn’t afraid really. I think I saw Jesus next to me. He had beckoned me to come I think. He pointed up to the structure, telling me that ‘This whole structure, I will tear down in one years time.’ I am still learning what is true/his voice, so I wanted to record this one ASAP. Your will be done in me Lord. Even so come.”

“This morning:(this one was stronger and clearer than the last one. He put on my heart to spend a while praying for many things and people, so this was at the end of that sweet prayer time.)

After asking the Lord if there was anything he wanted to do in me (and following that up with if so, then even so come and do so), I felt this tingling feeling deep inside my body, roving around. Then, I strongly felt/heard him beckon me to ‘come.’ I was indecisive and unsure at first, but he pressed on, encouraging me to come to this beach inside of me. I’ve been there multiple times and really like it there. After having fun for a bit imagining some fun, wild things like massive boats coming towards me, etc (which lightened up my mood for sure), I felt it was time for the Lord to speak to me. (It’s hard to tell, but I think it may have been Holy Spirit this time. He seemed in a physical form like Jesus, but his presence felt different. He came in this depth of holiness, weightiness, and authority and power. When I asked Who he was at the end, it felt like he smiled and said Holy Spirit. I have been asking him to baptize me for some time now recently.)

He pointed out at the horizon over the ocean, where the sun has always looked like dusk/dawn. He told me that the sun is rising inside of me. He shared about how the devil is losing his power. He said more things that were very encouraging about my journey to freedom in Him, but I can’t remember them now. He did tell me he had multiple things he wanted to show me.

Then, he beckoned me again, saying ‘come.’ Then, I was suddenly looking at the face of a huge baby. It had a large eye in his forehead. It was multiple colors, but there seemed to be azure blue in it. It seemed more than real. It was constantly looking around (but nor frantically). I felt him tell me that this was the third eye opened in me as a child (baby?). It reports things and watches about things. I think he said something about it having to be closed in time.

Then, he took me to a dark torture chamber. It was fairly large and dimly lit. He shared that my parts have been tormented here, and they are being brought here and tortured for what I am doing in seeking him and trying to get free. He encouraged me, saying not to fear and that he would be with them and that they would not be tormented here forever. This place will be destroyed (Just now I felt him share that.)

Next, it was night time with a full moon. We were standing at a great hill ending in a cliff. He shared how the Satanists are getting desperate. They will seek in time to cast parts off the cliff, that they might kill them and keep them from following the light. But, he told me not to fear, and that he would keep them from being harmed.

I just asked the Spirit if these things are only about my system or if they are about other things in the outside world as well. He told me it is not my time to know this yet.

Then, we spoke together for a time, me celebrating his choice to visit me and joyfully and weightily surrendering and accepting his will, working, and timing in me. Even now, I still feel him near. Even so come my Lord! May your Kingdom come in me swiftly and in power. Fight back the darkness that your light of day may dawn in me! WE WILL BE FREE!!!”